Sunday, February 11, 2007
Should I be happy or sad?
Hi everyone, first of all, to huizhuang and weilin, don't be discouraged anymore...we all know you've put in your best...i just thought i'll tell you pple what happened when i was getting my results. I was sitting in the hall at 2...the teachers were all holding the result slips in their hands...it was damn freaky...and some more i was in the first row (first class you see). And to make matters worse, i was having a headache...then, suddenly, i caught a glimpse at the laptop that was connected to the projector. Just what I saw? My name! Haha...it said 10As...ok...for a split second, i was elated and then i remembered that As do not mean anything...it can mean getting straight A2s and you are a goner. So the gnawing fear returned...the principal gave a short speech on how we did overall and then they announce the people who got 7A1s, 8A1s, 9A1s...etc...my heart sank when I saw I wasn't one of them, though half my class went up...i knew i was dead for sure. When i went up on stage to get my result slip, i thought i might just die straight away. I really didn't know how I did...and before I could look at it we still had to post for some photo...Whatever...i forced myself to smile. When i went back to my seat, the first thing i did was to look at my languages: English A2, Higher chinese A2...ok, never mind...then i look at the humans: Lit A2, Comb. humans A2. At that moment my heart just sank because i knew my L1R5 is going to be 8. Then I just broke down...I thought, "What's the point in getting straight As when my L1R5 is 8. I would give anything for a 6." But no use crying over spilt milk, what's done is done. I just hope I can spent this one last month with you guys happily...keep me distracted in school ok? Then I won't start emoing over the O level results. :)
Flo
Posted by Flo at 3:08 PM